April 6th, 2020
These weeks have been hard for me, I cannot lie. I am a social person.
I crave the conversation and interaction of others.
At a time when we cannot come together and need it the most, it is not here for us. What I would not give to go to the park and swing the grandbabies on the swing or visit with a friend over dinner in a restaurant. These were all ordi- nary things that have become extraordinary in the last three weeks. Facebook reminds me daily of the times past and I am so jealous of myself back then. The world was good and I was happy in the chaos of ordinary days.
Then this happened and what a time for it to happen: during Lent. Others may not see the irony as deprivation for 40 days, but Jesus cer- tainly does. For lack of a better analogy, we are all in our own desert and we are walking alone: wandering and wondering what the end may be. Uncertainty is our constant companion as my daily walks have turned into people switching sides of the streets as I pass them and looking down from me. They were my neighbors three weeks ago, but now they are confined to them- selves, worried about their own preservation.
I am reminded of Palm Sunday and all those who joyously welcomed Jesus only to call out his name a few days later to be crucified. It will not be that dramatic but there is an underlying feeling that if I coughed on my walks or in a store, those around me would turn against me. I feel more isolated than I already am.
So what can we do? We do as Jesus did, and look to our Father. Only our Father can end all of this and it will only be in our Father’s time that it is ended. That is a truth we find hard to understand. Holy Week will come and go like no other Holy Week in history. We have never stopped Easter Sunday masses, not even during war- time. We are living in unprecedented times. But we have, as children of God and heirs to heaven, been charged with taking up our armor and fighting for our world to come back. Our weapon is hope and the chant in battle is prayer.
Over insurmountable obstacles we must pray for an end to this. We must pray with everything that is in us. We must never lose hope in God that he will be triumphant over this. We are in the desert right now, but we will come out of it.
We will be stronger and more prepared for the world that emerges along with us. We may not ever have the world that we had before but it will be better. It will be consecrated from God and through our prayers. We will be triumphant in this and when we are, we must celebrate our Easter, the joyous resurrection of life anew again.
Lucy Marcil
Director of Religious Education
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Lucia Marcil
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